Personal Indictment

Right now, a man feels as blue as the deep sea.

It's been a constant bombardment of pouts and infuriating manners. Both stemmed from the man's own actions, seemingly, unfortunately.

The significant other kept singing a same song out of their annoyance. One that defines the man's inability to understand requests and commands.

Just recently, we went out to a nearby shopping center. Out of an argument, one went silent, annoyed. The man forgot to bring cash bills. The man didn't quite hear what the significant other said. Thus the lack of monetary bills on the man's physical possession of the time.

The significant other expressed their dissatisfaction, saying that they've been together for a year, until when this miscommunication will occur, the significant other reckoned. The man replied that they've only been a year, meaning it's still a relatively short time. 

The man tried to explain to the significant other to be patient, but seemingly the explanation didn't satisfy the significant other's feelings.

Then the shopping commenced, until the significant other suddenly went missing after checking out.

Upon call confirmation, it turned out to be their own decision to go buy drinks, with no apparent communication. After that the significant other simply sent a picture, stating the need for cash. No explanation as of where, but left for the man to figure out on his own account. Then the significant other just stayed silent throughout. No words spoken.

Even after returning back to house, both kept silent.

The man felt frustrated, as there are virtually no one to talk to. One is the significant other, the other one is the man's mother. 

Though the man will never tell marriage problems to the mother, the man felt that the mother would have sensed the man's sadness even from hearing the man's voice alone. The man decided not to call the mother.

As of now, the man is laying down, mildly overwhelmed by the feelings. No one to talk to, nowhere to go to.

Originally written on Wed, Jun 28, 21:06.